It’s ironic. The things I want the most seem never to go the way I
want. I scheme and plan and try to manipulate people, places and things
to get my way. It rarely works. Nevertheless, I keep trying. I think of it
as adding to the keenness of my anticipation. And it does. I’ve learned not
to take myself too seriously when I don’t get what I want. Most of the
time, what I eventually get is better than I might have planned and often
better than what I might have imagined.

That’s the way it was working out with my sister, Jean. Yet, I
didn’t really see it happening. I’d become increasingly aware of her as a
sexy girl. Actually that’s an understatement. What I should admit is that
I’d grown infatuated with her. I’d always cared for her deeply and we
were both aware of a spiritual connection. Neither of us was completely
at ease with our own sensuality. Sex remained a titillating and excitingly
naughty topic. That discomfort, however, was rapidly changing.

Our sibling connection was tender and loving. At base, that tender
connection was always operative, even when we were at odds. Clearly, we
cared deeply for each other, but because she was so proper and reserved,
I’d assumed that she had no sexual feelings at all. But in the past weeks, I’d
come to know that wasn’t the case. Not even close.

For example, not long previously, I’d humped myself to orgasm on
the edge of the laundry room table just looking down the front of her shirt.
While I had planned to confront her with her soiled panties – my “clever”
way of introducing the topic of sex – I’d not planned on rubbing myself of
on the hard edge of the table. And that despite the fact that she *knew*
what I was doing. Or was it *because* she was knew that made it so
exciting?

A little later, in a sexual heat, we’d exposed ourselves to each other on
the living room couch as we were “talking dirty.” We shared a mutual
culpability for our couch incident, but again, it was not my intention to
masturbate myself and her by slapping her clit with my hard cock.
It’d just happened in a spontaneous fashion, both of us caught up in the
compelling sexual heat both surprised, turned-on and both, completely
helpless. Swept along by a current whose strength tossed us about in a
sexual typhoon, we had both come together. And again, frightened by the
ferocity of it all, we’d retreated to the familiar safety of silence.

And most recently, this morning unexpected and unplanned, out
of nowhere she’d fulfilled a long fantasy of mine by letting me watch her
pee.

For months and months I’d been trying to get her to “talk dirty”
with me . . . to share her own sexual stuff with me. Yet, I’d had limited
success until today, until we were riding home from our back-packing
weekend. Now the established reserves had been broached. To say the cat
was out of the bag hardly lent it sufficient impact. More accurately, we
both knew that old barriers were down and they’d not be erected again, at
least not with the same impregnable strength. Still, we were uncertain how
to move with comfort into this newly open intimacy.

From the silence of our mutual protection, we’d broken out of years
of restriction and restraint. This wasn’t the naughty, snickery type of
you-show-me-yours-and-I’ll-show-you-mine conversation that I’d angled
for. This was dealing with real stuff. I was dazzled.

Jean had shared with me some of her “deep dark secrets” and I’d
shared similarly . . . or started to. And she wanted more. She knew of my
peeing fetish and she’d admitted she had one too. It was plain that we’d
only continue in a step-wise manner with each of us validating the other
with our honesty. If I wanted Jean’s truth, I’d have to give her mine.

“Jean, I love this. I love being able to be so open with you.”

“Yes. It’s like when we were on the couch . . . only more so . . .
remember? Just talking with you like that . . . I got so hot then I didn’t
know what I was doing.”

When we’d parked at the Rest Stop, she’d taken her hands out of
her pants, looking around, surprised that we had stopped. Seeing that no
one was even close to us, she relaxed again, leaning back.

“Where are we? Why’d we stop?”

I explained, “It was getting too difficult for me to keep my eyes on
the road. Between listening to you talk about peeing, and watching your
hands in your pants, I had little attention for driving. We’ve got all the time
we want. I’d much rather stop and talk. This way I can give you all my
attention. I can see your eyes . . . and,” I added with a leer, “your hands.”

“Then look at me, you lecher. I can’t believe my kid brother makes
me so horny, just by talking to me. You’re doing the couch thing all over
again, you little devil.”

“Are you complaining?” I asked, while laying my left ankle over her
right leg in front of the center console.

“Nope. Just letting you know that you have that effect on me.
Hope you enjoy it, lecher.”

“You know I do, you harlot. And speaking of harlots, where were
we? Oh, yes. We were talking about peeing and I was . . .”

Interrupting, “You were going to tell me your most secret
fantasies, Billy. You were saying you wanted me to pee on you.
Remember?”

“Jean, it’s more than just that. I think of other things situations
. . . having to do with peeing . . . or needing to pee . . . and you can’t.
That excites me. Know what I mean?”

“No-o-o . . .” She *sounded* more uncertain than she really was, I
think. “No, I don’t know. Tell me what you mean.”

Her right hand was slipping into the top of her open shorts, the fingers
under the waistband of her panties.

“Two can play that game,” I countered, as I slowly began to
unbutton my jeans.

Impatiently, “Yeah, yeah, yeah . . . but I *still* want to hear those
secrets. ‘Specially if they’re about peeing. And what do you mean ‘needing
to pee, and can’t’?”

I loved it when she kept after me, *making* me tell her my kinky
stuff.

“Oh *you* remember, Sis . . . how could you forget? Think back
to the trip that you and me and mom made to the Farm. Remember, we’d
been driving for several hours after downing a couple of Cokes . . .
remember how hot it was? You all kid me about my micro bladder, so I
never gave it a thought when I had to get out and take a leak and you all
didn’t. Peeing along the road’s no big deal for a guy.”

With a throaty laugh, she said, “Sure I do. Mom and I just looked
at each other when we heard you peeing on the road. We had to go then,
but we couldn’t say anything . . . or at least I couldn’t. I don’t think it
embarrasses Mom at all.”

“I remember smiling back at Mom when she said to me, ‘You lucky
stiff.’ It was about then that I caught on that you two guys were starting to
feel your full bladders. And it was then that I decided to play a little game.
I was going to make you guys wait and wait to pee.”

“I sure remember that trip, but I didn’t know you were playing a
game. What’d you do?”

Smugly, “You never pay much attention to roads or which way we
go, or where things are. You just ride along and enjoy yourself. Mom’s
the same way. So I decided to not only take a longer way, but to take the
route with no rest stops or gas stations.”

“Why you little shit, you! I just thought we had bad luck. That
you got to take a leak and we needed to go, and there were just no places
to go. I thought it was an accident. You mean . . . ?”

“Yep. That’s what I mean, girl. I wanted to see you two women
squirm a little. You’re always kidding me that I can’t wait so I wanted to
see how well you could wait. Besides, I think it’s sexy . . . seeing you and
Mom squirm around, and then cross your legs.”

“Billy, I don’t know whether to laugh or get mad. At the time, I
would have given anything to squat and take a good pee. My back teeth
were floating. And you kept saying that it’d just be a little further. You
rat!”

“I *loved* it, Sis. You were squirming around in the front seat and
Mom was shifting back and forth right behind us. At least she was able to
ask me to look out for a gas station, that she had to pee something bad.
You just pretended that everything was OK . . . at least for a little while.
Sis, you are *so* hip, slick and cool! Then it began to really get to you,
and I enjoyed thinking of you, needing to pee. Don’t understand it, my
dear sister, but there’s something terribly erotic about that. I mean, I got
hard just thinking about you and Mom.”

“More is coming back to me. I remember how *bad* I had to go. I
remember two things, actually. One was the fear that I’d lose it, that I’d
leak into my panties. The second was the burning sensation in my . . . well,
in my pussy . . . kinda good actually. Actually, kinda erotic.”

“Well, I guess I can confess now, Sis. My fantasy was that you’d not
be able to hold it. I could see you in my mind’s eye, dribbling a little pee
into your panties, whimpering, bent over, hugging yourself with your legs
crossed. You know how fantasies are . . . I was right there . . . I mean my
eyes were inches from your pussy and I could see you clench your cheeks
trying to hold it in . . . and I could see the pee dribble out, wetting your
pussy hair and your panties.”

“You mean you *wanted* me to pee in my panties?” She sounded
incredulous, but she didn’t look it, as she smiled at me, one eyebrow
arched.

“Not really . . . well, yes . . . really. My fantasies don’t always make
sense, but the idea of you peeing in your panties, seeing it run down your
legs, just jolts me. I’d like to stand in front of you as you were losing it,
and then run my hand up under your dress and cup the crotch of your
panties and feel your hot pee running over my palm . . . those kinds of
images. Kinky, huh?”

“Kinky, yes. But now that I know . . . well, I like it too. It sure got
to mom and me that day. I don’t know how she feels about it, but do you
recall what happened when we finally got to the Farm?”

“Probably more than you know.” I paused, recalling the scene.
“You and mom both jumped out of the car and raced for the house. I
knew there was only one bathroom in that old house and I didn’t know
what you were gonna do . . . who’d have to wait. You two were too
panicked to notice, but I followed right behind you . . . right to the
bathroom.”

“Oh, God. I remember. I’d beaten Mom to the toilet, but as I was
pushing my shorts and panties down, she said, ‘I’m your mother! I go first,’
and she just pushed me right out of the way! There I was, dying to pee,
standing in front of Mom like some little girl, waiting for her to finish . . .
and afraid I was going to lose it.”

As she was recalling the memory, I’d slipped my cock out of my
jeans and was sitting back, holding it and covering it at the same time as I
slowly stroked it up and down.

Nodding toward my hand, Jean said, “That gets me hot, bro.”

Not acknowledging her reference to my masturbation, I continued,
“When the two of you dashed in there, you slammed the door, but it didn’t
shut all the way . . . musta bounced or somthin’. I couldn’t see you but I
sure could hear you. I heard Mom’s pee hissing and you whimpering,
‘Hurry . . . hurry . . . I gotta go too.'”

“God what a rat you are! I can’t believe you . . . you pervert. You
sadist. And your own mother too! They’ve got a name for guys like you,
bro.”

“You asked for it,” I defended myself. “‘Sides, you’re just as bad as
me.”

“I know. I *am* and it surprises me, but it feels too good to stop.”
Then she added, “If you were right outside the door, you must have known
what happened, huh?”

“I think so. It sounded like Mom finished and you bumped into her
or something like that . . . trying to get to the toilet. And then I heard you
cry out, ‘Ohh . . . I can’t hold it.’ And Mom laughed and then you almost
cried, ‘It’s not *funny*, Mom!’ In my imagination, I thought that you’d
peed on yourself or something like that.”

“That’s exactly what happened. I was just dying. Mom took
for-EVER. Why she even wanted to wipe herself! The sound of her going
just loosened me up. Like running the faucet for a little kid. My muscles
weren’t working anymore. I knew I was relaxing and that I was gonna pee
on myself and there wasn’t anything I could do about it. I kept bumping
into Mom trying to get to the toilet. Cripes, it was a Chinese fire drill. She
moved one way and I moved the same way, back and forth, back and forth.
My darn shorts and panties were down around my knees and I couldn’t
take a big step. Mom bumped into me again by then she was laughing
at me and I just lost it. I started to pee right there, bent over,
stumbling for the john. Billy, it was awful . . . and at the same time, it was
wonderful. I peed all over my panties and all over my legs and the floor
and the toilet seat, frantically trying to plop my fanny down. Then it really
opened up. I think I peed a gallon. I remember sitting there, knees
together, looking at my wet panties and legs and then looking at Mom as I
peed and peed. I was so embarrassed. Did you hear her when she said
something like, ‘Feels good, huh?'”

“Yeah. I think she said, “Jean, I *know* how good that feels.”

“Whatever . . . but I think she liked it too. ‘Tho she never said
anything.”

“All this talk of peeing . . . and I haven’t gone since this morning.
How about you?”

“I *knew* you were working up to this. Yeah, I need to pee, now
more than ever . . . but I’ll hold it just a little longer. How ’bout you?”

“Me too. Then when you *have* to go, I’ll be there to help you.”

“Billy, I just know what kind of help you have in mind . . . the same
kind I do.”

“Let me tell you what I’m thinking, girl. We *could* go into the rest
rooms, but what a waste. I’ve got another idea.”

Jean slipped her hand out of her shorts, leaned over and ran her wet
finger under my nose. She stared right into my eyes and again ran the wet
tip of her tongue over her partially open lips. The same intoxicating odor
of her pussy filled my senses. I closed my eyes and slowly sniffed in,
making a moaning sound of appreciation.

“Lecher! she accused, and then asked, “What’s your idea . . . if I dare
ask?”

“I was thinking. How about if we walk over to those picnic benches
and you straddle my lap? No one’s around. Don’t tell me when you’re
gonna start, but surprise me . . . just let it go . . . pee right through your
panties and through your shorts and into my lap? I really love that.”

“Brother dear, you’ve just been reading my mind. Right this minute
I’m hotter than can be and I’ve got a full bladder and the idea of peeing my
panties, right into your lap actually all over your cock that just get’s
me wet. Yes, let’s do it . . . and right now!”

Jean, when suddenly moved to action, is nothing if not decisive. Not
waiting for further discussion, she slipped out of the Scout, buttoning her
pants and walking off. I followed her out the other door, frantically trying
to jam my hard dick back into my tight jeans

. “Don’t start without me!” I shouted after her.

“Getcher buns over here, guy and sit right down . . . right here,”
gesturing to a picnic bench facing away from the parking area.

I sat with my butt on the edge of the picnic bench. Jean looked
around one more time before swinging her leg over mine and squatted on
my thighs, facing me. Her eyes were sparkling as she gave me a wicked
grin.

“There’re some people right over there, Billy. Do ya suppose they
know what we’re doin’?”

Without looking, I said, “Yes. They know *exactly* what you’re
doing, Jean. They know you’re a naughty little girl with a full bladder who
can’t make it to the toilet and who’s gonna pee on her brother’s lap . . .
don’t they?”

“Christ, you’re a tease, guy. I pity your girl friend . . . *when* you
get one.”

She hadn’t waited long. I could see the change in her eyes, the
relaxation in her face. (Some surprise.) She fell silent and looked into my
eyes as long as she could, then dropped her head into the corner of my
neck and shoulder. Her hips seemed to settle as she gave a soft moan. I
could feel the heat and the wetness spreading, at first right in my crotch
and then spreading. It was happening! My sister was peeing on me,
right through her panties. I held her ass around her hips as she peed.

My mind was dizzy . . . drunk with passion. My wonderful, sweet
sister Jean was sitting on my lap, straddling me, in the open and peeing all
over herself and all over me . . . all over my cock. I could feel my heart
pounding in my chest and, at the same time, my heart beat in my turgid
dick. It swelled and I felt a pulling passion within the core of my being.

With a groan of passion, I pulled her crotch right into my belly and said,
“God, Sis, I really wanna fuck you.”